"Sometimes I feel like a caretaker of a museum — a huge, empty museum where no one ever comes, and I’m watching over it for no one but myself.”- Haruki Murakami, Pinball, 1973
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December 10th, 2021
The veil is thin. I'm a machine.
November 29th, 2021
November 10th, 2021
Once more, may sleep take me far away.
November 7th, 2021
Sometimes all you need is something to focus on.
October 28th, 2021
I miss kare raisu.
October 15th, 2021
Love the no. Yes complicates everything exponentially.
October 14th, 2021
So, so sleepy.
October 13th, 2021
October 12th, 2021
Holiday, with kiddo. Hot Wheels galore.
October 11th, 2021
I'm not ready for Monday, to be honest.
October 7th, 2021
Automata. Fingers moving. Nowhere.
October 6th, 2021
October 5th, 2021
He is, He's the shining and the light without whom I cannot see.
September 30th, 2021
Life keep's throwing at you. The deal is how you react to it.
September 26th, 2021
September 14th, 2021
June 21st, 2021
That second, where everything else is gone. You hear the silence. You feel it as part of you. All is there, and nothing else. Nothing competing for your attention. No notifications, no layers upon layer of signals scraping your amygdala. Nothing outside. Nothing inside. All above, so below.
June 18th, 2021
Tiny Journal, tiny pen. Tiny for sake of reflecting on what should be big. Most things doesn't need to.
May 11th, 2021
If I'm making lists, I'm trying to organize my mind.
May 6th, 2021
Sometimes, the only way to do it is to slow the fucking down.
April 11th, 2021
14:43 — "Wisdom occurs when you drop barriers you have erected through your concepts and conditioning. Wisdom is not something acquired; wisdom is not experience; wisdom is not applying yesterday’s illusions to today’s problems." (Anthony De Mello and J. Francis Stroud, Awareness)
April 9th, 2021
23:15 — Life been a car crash in slow motion.
March 26th, 2021
18:44 — Got my self hosted mastodon instance running at luminal.club.
10:32 — I need to find a way to link to entries here. Maybe it's time to get into a mastodon instance for good?
09:52 — Trying to get avoid the paradox of choice by playing only cassette tapes this week. The brazilian dark ambient project Escuro is one of my faves.
07:11 — I have been re-reading the classic clang book. It's lovely to see everything that comes up after it, but even so, C is still the core language to build OS.
March 25th, 2021
We are always trying to impress the impressions of other people. Some are alive; some are not. Some you have met, some you have not. What would this obscure Japanese writer from the '80s think about the way I'm living right now?
March 23rd, 2021
<80's commercial> Water is the best drink. Water is water. Water.
The rectangle keeps glowing.
March 20th, 2021
Time to expand. Gambling away some security to find space and oxygen.
In a dark room, there’s a bright luminous rectangle. It glows.
March 15th, 2021
So Fiona, my little white cat died yesterday. From dust to dust, I guess.
March 11th, 2021
Oh hi, I miss my tiny journal.
February 28th, 2021
February never ends, lol.
February 26th, 2021
And poof, february is almost gone. 2020 NG+
February 25th, 2021
So many projects. Still rocking.
Last few days have been very interesting, albeit strange. Have been trying microdosing psilocybe cubensis and it made a huge difference on my mental state.
February 18th, 2021
Here we go again.